I have nothing new to say. My life has hit a dull point that I just can not seem to get past right now. I have really bad peeks of good moods and really bad moods. Well I really do not think that it is so much a bad mood as a bout of depression here and there. I just get in to this funk and can not get out. I wish there was a book written some where that we could pick up to really understand life. I mean all of it. Men would get woman; women would get men; kids would understand what we say without telling them 18 different time 18 different ways; and there would be no need for any fighting because there would be no misunderstandings ever. Could you imagine that? Most fighting comes from misunderstandings or the fact that you really can not see the other persons point of view. Now, if you eliminated all of that with one (or lets be honest 50000) book what would there be to fight about? I know that life would be boring because we would pretty much all be the same but a girl can wish. I am pretty sure that my main source of funk comes from not understanding men. I do not need a man in my life and believe most of the time I am way better off without one. Then, when I do not see it coming, I fall for some stupid jackass that has no idea what life and love are all about. I am to old to teach anyone other then my kids. So what do I do? I try to push him off and go out with another but he just seems to surface again and again and again. Maybe I will move to mars then I will not have to deal with all this shit!!!!